~[Thank you... once more]~

And here they are, dreamers again.

Today I had a very bad day, a terrible day. I wont ever say it has been the worst day of my life cause I haven't lived my whole life yet to say so but, It was a very hard day with lots of lows and now high point.

The point here is that, a dreamer (out of the 1000+ out there) appeared, out of nowhere, saying she liked the birthday present I made (yeah.. the vid, girls) and, I thanked her, as I normaly do when someone thanks or makes a compliment for the things I do. But I really wasn't in the mood for more talking, so I just closed the MSN window and started listening to music. She then said some magical words that slowly made me open my heart to her: "I don't know you, but, the one I'm talking to isn't the Mei I imagined..."

Is not that I've always wanted to show my real self to everyone, to be honest I don't let anyone to know the real me, maybe cause I want to protect myself - a little bit much -... but with her, everything was so different.

That talk was the only and the greatest high I would ever expected, and... you know? that was all I needed to be allright as I am now.

It's magical how people we don't even know, appear all of a sudden and become an important part of your life... I don't know if she feels the same way, maybe we won't talk often after this, but the impression she left on me was the best of all: a real someone in the middle of an unreal world.

Now, once again, I can say how grateful I feel now that I've found you, Dreamers. 100s ... 1000s... I don't know you all, and I don't know if one day I will but, what reminds on me and will stay until the end is all the love I feel, not for me, but for the reason of our union; all the support you give, all the nice words I've read now that I entered his facebook page. Things like that make me feel confortable in this amazing Dreaming world, that I don't want to leave.

Thanks!

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Side note: Alan, if you read this: I'm always here to give you "heart massages" ... I repeat, those work *hugs him and gives him the "massage"* lol.

~Dreamers~

What it means for me to be a dreamers?

How did it all start?

It's funny and pleasent to go back in time to that sunny day of February (yeah, It was february), when I first talked to him. I have to confess I'm extremely shy, even though everyone sees me as a very outgoing funny and almost-clown like person, but the truth is that, when I first send him a message I was like "omg.. he's never going to answer! >.< he's going to laugh". Yeah, I'm usually like that, but, all of a sudden, I started knowing the person behind the youtuber. Even though I'm miles away from him, I really felt that, with every song, with every message he answered to me, with every message he answered to the rest, he was someone unique.

That's how my dream started, the day I discovered his. And maybe that was the beginning of this word "dreamers" to describe all of us, his supporters, members of a "virtually real" family.

One night I was talking to a friend of mine (the one who asked me to read this first as soon as it is finished, lol) about which name his supporters should have, as DBSK has Cassiopeias and Super Junior has E.L.F. We both were lacking of ideas and stopped thinking about it but, when I went to bed to sleep, it came to my mind clearly: Dreamers. His dream became our dream, and we all together started living his dream and did things to make that dream come true.

Now, after a few months, I realized that "Dreamers" is not just a name, but something real, something that really describes us all.

Dreamers... the ones who have various talents that are shared to the rest

Dreamers... the ones who can rely on the other

Dreamers... the ones you can laugh with

Dreamers... the ones that, even though they're spread all over the world, are with you as a family

Dreamers... the ones I'm really thanked I've met and that I never want to loose.

Dreamers, Alan's Supporters, precious human beings. Thanks so much for what your doing for Him, and for what your doing for everyone, specially me, showing me that there can be people that support other no matter what, since the very frist day until the very last.

I really hope to see you someday, at least to some of you, and to see our mutual dream fulfilled, that day, even more than now, I'll say I'm proud of being part of this.


What it means for me to be a dreamer?

Means that I'm part of a family, of a giant family spread all over the world. A family of +1000 members. That's something that not everyone has, right?.
Means that I'm part of this dream, I'm part of the tears, I'm part of the laughter and all the effort... Means that, when he gets there, we'll be there too.

Dreamer... keep on dreaming and do something about it, as long as you do it, you can have your life fulfilled by those dreams. Dreamer, dream, that we all dream with you to make it bigger.

Dreamer, your dream is ours...

I love ya all~